I constantly seek/receive spankings as an adult

Ever since I was a kid I have had this burning desire to be spanked. My father would always threaten me with words, and belt cracking, but never delivered. I actually went as far as to spank myself on occasion to see how it felt, and what I could take. Since becomming an adult, I started realizing my dream by going to massage parlors a few times and having the person spank me, but it never felt "real". Then, since finding the internet, I continually seek out, and find people to spank me, always looking for the true "real" spanking like a kid would get for breaking the rules. I now get spanked regularly by a few people I have met on-line. I also provide spankings to those in need. Is this as "abnormal" as I think it is, or have I just taken my desire further than most by actually going through with it? The desire is is always on my mind, and at times it becomes an obsession to be forced to bare my bottom and be spanked long and hard. Am I one of a perveted few, or are there others out there like me?

Do you think it's normal?

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