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Heartbreak: Part 2
This post is a continuation to my other Heartbreak post, which is the one about me sitting on the bench at night crying.I wanted to make another post directed at Mimir2 since he helped me in my last post.
I mentioned in my last post that I used to go to a lake at night and I used to cry because I was afraid of being heartbroken if I had gotten into a relationship.
Anyways, I think the whole bench thing wasent just women in general, but more seemed to like I was having sorrow over some facts of life and things that I had to face. When I was homeschooled, I was a little ignorant of how the outside world was. I'm talking about making a living, meeting people, accomplishing things, and so on.
The reason why I would have sorrow about this stuff is because I felt some of these things were impossible to accomplish in life, and there was absolutely no way to do these things and I was stuck.
Why did I feel like this? The reason I felt things in life were impossible to accomplish is because during my sorrow for these things, I was allready having problems to begin with and did not have alot of things I should of had.
For example, when I left homeschooling, alot of bad stuff happened. I got assaulted on my job, I was being mistreated by people, nobody liked me, people were laughing at me, the girls that liked me diddnt live up to my expectations, and a bunch of other stuff.
I mean, when I got out of homeschooling, I thought everything was going to be blue skies and roses and all my problems would be solved. But no, I was wrong......
Lots of things just werent going my way. And I used to ask myself, "why?". I couldnt understand why I was still having problems, and why I STILL diddnt have some things I was supposed to get. Due to this, my self esteem dropped, and everything felt like it was coming to a complete end.
But now, instead of sitting on the bench at night crying, wishing for all my worries to go away, I'm actually starting to get pissed off and I am getting tired of going through so many troubles in my life.
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- People should not be abusing or harrassing me.
- I deserve to have happiness. I'm not talking about materialistic stuff in general, but just to be happy.
- And I should find the woman of my dreams.
- etc. etc. etc. etc.
These are the reasons why I used to cry sometimes every now and then. But now, I realise that crying about these things wont solve them.
The only way I can overcome obstacles in life is that I have to face them. I am just sick and tired of having problems in my life and I wish my life could be blue skies and roses.
Some of you might say that these problems are general problems that everyone has to go through. This might be a fact of life, but I'm not sure. I used to think there was a solution to solve all problems to the point nobody would have to go through with so much.
But anyways Mimir2, this is what the whole bench thing was about, and I just couldnt put my finger on it.
I guess these things are just normal facts of life.
- Nomatter where I go, people will want to fight me, or try to abuse me.
- I may not have the full extent of happiness.
- And I may not find the woman of my dreams.
Feel free to post your comments.
When I stepped outside my house and into the world, I had absolutely no idea how twisted this world has become.
Its only a portion of the population.
And as you get up to higher education that portion will go down.
Trust me, if you would have a meeting with a bunch of doctors in physics or nobel prize winners, nobody would be trying to abuse you.
Quite the contrary the conversation would probably be quite constructive.
Trying to abuse your fellow man is a primitive behavior, some byproduct of childishness.
And an absolute proof you should not have any authority in any decent system.
If somebody tries to abuse you, confront them about it.
Also, try to work and study where people are above such behavior.
I think you got this idea of the perfect woman from songs and movies. They promote that idea all the time.
I think its a bad thing you got it, try to get it out of your head.
Those were the only two problems i could pinpoint in your post.
It wasent from songs and movies, however I do believe that a portion of songs and video games added fuel to the fire.