When I first became ill is hard to say. There was no dramatic change in personality or behaviour. I was always quite shy and withdrawn throughout my teen years and early adulthood. When I turned 27, I moved from western Ontario to central British Columbia. The B.C. economy was booming and it was easy to find a job as a draftsman with a large utility company and I was doing quite well. For the first year I travelled extensively throughout the central interior, only home on weekends. I made a few friends, and even found a girl to fall in love with. As the relationship grew she moved in with me and my roommate. I was still travelling a lot and only home on weekends. I had been a casual marijuana smoker and, with my girlfriend and my roommate, experimented with cocaine. I gradually became depressed and slept a lot when I was home, and withdrew even more. I became untrusting of people and even thought my girlfriend and roommate were having an affair behind my back, which turned out to be true. When I found this out to be true, the house broke up and we went our separate ways. I thought I had a good reason to be depressed and paranoid, however the depression lasted too long and in time I couldn't even work. After about 1 year of breaking up with my girlfriend I started to seek medical help, but the availability of services was limited and I couldn't express my thoughts and feelings well enough to be understood. I was always having thoughts about my girlfriend and roommate and how I caught them. I was very depressed and unable to sleep. Finally my parents came and "rescued" me. I went on sick leave from work and moved in with them. In the ensuing 6 months I attended an outpatient program at the local hospital and gradually started to feel better. With the introduction of Stelazine (trifluoperazine) (20mg/day) I quit ruminating about past events, gained trust in people and lost the depression.

Nope, as long as you don't spread it. its good to have a giggle

yawn

nigga your jokes is whack!

so normal lol

white people drink nilbog milk from a glass or with a straw. Black people just lap it up from a bowl. thats a joke.

PS are you a jewish rapper or something? whyd you sign off 'oracle'?