i miss him

I used to go to this guys mother's day care,and we used to be like best friends, but when the day care closed so did our frienship. At first it was fine, we were ok, and he knew i liked him, but all my friends asked him to the dance 4 me, and he said no. so i said fine. Then this year, my friends asked again and he said yes but i said NO! so he said fine, l8r in the year i asked him personally and he said yes, after that we grew far appart. i said some mean things, he said some mean things(too long to type) and we started to ignore eachother, now i really miss him. I went from sleepin over @ his house once (no not that kind of sleeping u naty minded ppl, just cause my parents were working)a week to looking @ him maybe once a month. thats really hard. I have now liked him for 9 years, and i want to be his friend again, i dont care if im not his gf, i just really like him(dont say its puppy love, i know...) he always disses me when i see him, and i diss him when he sees me. i dont want to, and for a while i tried to be nice to him but nothing is working. @ the last dance, he flung elastics @ my friends and my asses, then his friend started to laugh, i know i can do better than him, i have had manny offers, i just cant untill i know that im his friend again. how can i decide, or convince him to be my friend again?, i miss him!!!

Do you think it's normal?

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