am i depressed or schizophrenic

you are obviously going through a crisus a homosexual one, you are having these gay feelings but are also mad at your self for it. People like go on mass killing sprees on homosexuals just get a man and let him teach you the ropes and be who you are dont be ashamed to suck that cock do what makes you happy.

im not a lesbian actually i have had a few lads and i want to go on a spree with a lad and have fun doing so i dont see how being homosexual is the problem

I think it is normal to THINK these things, because we want to know what it is like to be completely out of control. I think that is healthy.
It is not normal to ever ACT on these impulses though, and any rational person would not do so.

I think you should just abuse animals. It will take your mind off doing it to humans.

i couldnt i dont think i ever could not to any animal but cats arghh hate them but no i honestly believe i could kill people espiecially 1 person i have thought about killing him and told him since the age of 13 i am now 16 and really hate him so much by the way i have problems with weakness i hate weakness in other people and even more so in myself but he is weak not just physically but emotionally he is a complete failure in life which i think should be removed but thats my way of thinking i know for a fact i could kill somebody does it mean i am mad though or depressed or just normal ????

I think you're just a teenager.

you are not a girl you are obviously a dude faking it going through a homosexual experience in your life. get a man in you

I think you may be Biolar. But it doesnt matter because I would gladdly join you on your little murdering spree, because your hot, and bang-able.

lol thanx the weasel and yes i am a girl why the hell would i make myself a girl just for a fucking website u freak to the person above

I think its just something in the West Yorkshire water thats affecting your brain?

Ever see the movie "A beautiful Mind?"

Great movie about a genius math wizard who struggles through life because he has schizophrenia.

No, you don't seem to be a schizophrenic. And don't worry about anything that chrisUFC says *whispers* he's a retarded degenerate who's a closet homosexual himself that's why he calls everyone homosexuals. You're probably just riding the emotional rollercoaster called adolescence. It's completely normal, it's just important that you don't act on these feelings.

If this is a real post, then you need to see a psychiatrist asap.

If this a fake post, then you need to burn in hell for the rest of eternity, with large glowing burning metal spikes inserted through out your colon and genitals.

God Bless.

no i am serious i honestly dont no what to do i watched erm a film tonight called basic instint and it amazed me i admire that it was truthfully amazing but i have heard that if you think there is something wrong with you there isnt at all, therefore if i think i am pyshcotic in any way or depressed it means i am not??? is this true because i would like to go to the doctors and explain avaerything or a cousellor but because i dont seem to show emotion to well when talking about my own emotions deaths or anything upsetting i think they would not beleive me i have no idea what to do please help? xx

may i just add my msn i no alot of people will probly be idiots throwing abuse around but to anybody who does care and has an opinion that may matter at all please add me to talk as it might help xx
dreamy_black_tears@hotmail.com

You could be suffering from BiPolar Disorder where your emotions go from severely happy to severly sad or angry.
Talk to a doctor about this.

purple aki is the boogie man.

You are crazy posting your email address on here !

Bipolar and borderline psychopathic, please seek professional help before you become a serial killer or a mass-slaughterer and end up in the joint for 160 years and mess other people up, starting a chain reaction of psychopaths because they went insane with grief because you killed their loved one.

Or take up hunting or use your psychopathic self on video games like Halo, Halo 2 and Halo 3 and Gears of War, and stuff like that, go on a FAKE killing spree and never act on it.

Good luck to you.

thats histrionic and manic depressive histrionic means the way you are acting isnt the way you are its staged. If you can clearly state you want to act like a movie, then you arent psycho. Its self indused. Manic is really happy hyper and moving really fast. Depressive is the opposite

Most people will experience mood swings from mania to depression. It is not a psychotic disorder unless you are experiencing psychosis.

Anybody who is not a professional should hesitate to diagnose any single disorder. If it becomes more significant, dangerous, or generally interferes in your life more, you should talk with a qualified therapist.

if ur gonna go on a killing spree make sure ur properly prepared

I am schizoaffective. While I can't comment on your diagnosis, when I went off my medications the last time I found myself associating my life with characters from various books. I went so far as to think the story would predict my fate. A criminology professor tried to help me deal with it by recommending certain books. I managed to deal with it well for almost half a year, but in the end I saw most coincidences as signs of a plot and in the end had to be institutionalized for half a year. Now I am on geodon and depakote, as well as an anti-axiety medication more related to me field of work and higher than average life stress, and am functioning fine. You should seek in-patient help as soon as possible.