dying pets

ok i know im sick but hear me out.last summer my mom and dad got me a puppy .3 days later it died ,we never knew why.after it died and i cried my mom said she would get me another one and something else to cheer me up.so the next day i got a new puppy and a scooter.so anyway i know its bad but a week later i made that puppy die by squeezing its neck real hard and i put its face in the water bowl to make it look like it drown.and then i got some more stuff including a new stereo for my room to make me happy again and this time i got a kitten.3 weeks later i squoze the kitten neck real hard and gave it to my little brother who is 18 months old and i went outside real fast.i heard my mom screaming at him and i ran inside acting like i didnt know what was happening and then i acted like i cryed when i saw the kitty was dead.
i pretend cried off and on for 3 days and that time i got my own cell phone and a new big tv in my room.

so then i said i didnt want any more pets.i know it was bad but they were just little animals who could have died anyway and i got lots of cool stuff that ill always have.

im gonna go easy for a while but this summer i think i might try and get another puppy and keep it this time. i know they were little and im sorry for that stuff.this new puppy will make me act good im sure.

Do you think it's normal?

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