Beautiful Today, Ugly Tomorrow
I seem to have these fluxuating feelings toward my appearance. Like, one morning I'll look at myself in the mirror after I'm all dressed nice, have my tidbits of make up on (such as eyeliner, and lipgloss, nothing heavy like foundation, lipstick or blush), ready to take school by the balls and walk in like I'm hot stuff, and think "I'm pretty good looking", then as soon as I get in the building, I'll see all the other girls there and completely hide all my feelings away because I find myself to be ugly.
Or I'll take a picture (I'm 15 pounds over weight) and think the pose would look cute in my head, but there's just some poses best left for the skinnier girls. I'll find myself feeling fat and dreading my body.
Tell me, are these constantly changing feeling normal?
It doesn't matter what anyone thinks of you and you can't control how they feel anyway. What matters is what you think of yourself. Love yourself. Think of yourself as beautiful and never ever let anyone take that away from you. They can only take it away if you let them.
Have fun beautiful!