hey ppl need help
hi once again ppl.i m 18.there was this grl named tanvi in ma skool and i really liked her and i just felt like telling her how much i love her and i wanted her like anything but just couldnt let ma heart out cause of many reasons.i liked her for the past 6yrs.and a few yrs ago she made a boyfriend named arun.hes really nice and all but i don wanna hurt him or somethin.but i told this grl about my crush on her a few months ago.she obviously said that she is with someone else and when i asked her to leave arun she refused.but she also said that if u would've told this earlier we would've been 2gethr cause she also liked me.and this part of the story hurts me the most that i was such a shit head that i couldnt tell her.and like she said i missed the bus.but the thing is i m an engennering student but i don wanna remember her cause i have to really conc. on ma studies.and everytime i sit and study and get those cool memories i shared with her but i have no clue wat should i do!i had a chat with tanvi few days ago i told her that i wanna leave and i don even wanna stay friends with her.but she said that "i don wanna let u go as a friend" and she also said "you ll only leave when i tell u to.what should i do man i want this grl like hell but don knw wat to do!pls help me ppl.cause i m like broke.