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well for the last 5 months i have been taking pills (ectacsy pills) i only tried them at first because my mate was doing them. now i take them every weekend and sometimes during the week , i keep saying evrytime i take them that it will be my last one but when it comes to another time i just do it again and again. its so hard to say no to them as im really good friends with the dealers , i have been friends with the dealers even before i took them. i love the buzz so much. i keep telling myself i dont have a problem with them but now i think maybe i have? when im on pills i dont come home all night just so that my mum and dad dont see me on them , they know i do them and i dont think they really care. at first they went mad but now they just dont give a sh*t.when boys come up to me and offer me them i dont want to say no because it will make me look real stupid. when im on them it makes me feel like i love everyone. when i take them sometimes i take half , one or sometimes two. it dont seem alot that im swallowing but its bad for me. and i know that it can kill me but i always think it will never happen to me although i know it can. and the worst thing about it all is that i dont want to quit.
do you have any advice??? and do you think im addicted?
do you have any advice??? and do you think im addicted?
Do you think it's normal?
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stinkbug12345 (9117)
smoke crack
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hunter22 (9426)
lol of course you are fucking addicted you whore
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milkymoo24 (9603)
been there done that, same situation. u will get bored sumday n the thought of them will repulse u. its all a confidence thing
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chimichanga (9703)
milkymoo is right, i used to do that shit all through my senior year of highschool, 1-2 pills every saturday night, but it's not addictive and as soon as you get out of that circle of people you forget about it (or go to a rave sober and see what everyone else looks like on it) but i'm like that with weed, i want to quit but when it's around I can't resist, it's a psychological addiction
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xx_cc89 (9766)
Cracka Whacka Shit Dumb Ass. Hahaha.
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aSaGee (11856)
e pills are fun just dont do too many drink alot of water you'll chill out oneday
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caving311 (15954)
It could be addiction. However, this sounds more like a psychological problem. Learn to say no, people may make you feel bad for a minute, but you'll get over it. Try staying home one weekend, without e, just to see if you go through with drawl. If you don't go through with drawl, you're not addicted. If you do, seek medical help. Until then, watch your water and sodium intake, and be careful of suicide Tuesday.
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MisterGee81 (16946)
Is a terrible drug you are creating holes in your brain you should stop immediately i tried that garbage when i was a kid and it was no good but is not terribly addictive its probably because u are young girl and trying to be in kool with the guys this will ultimately end u up either with a baby you dont want or the school whore stop being ignorant and have some self control
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omgwtfyo (17399)
yop i can relate.. i had an E addiction myself about 4 years ago. of coarse we call them "beans" lol.. but anyways.. it ruined me man.. started getting to the point where i woudl have to take 10-15 just to get high.. then one nite my gf came by and we had a small party everyone was doin em. her bf was a dealer and she stole one of his stashes.. i ended up taking 30 and OD.. i now have permanent damage to soem organs and connective tissues in my body.. as well as lower back problems. cuz wut ppl dont kno it fucks wit ur spinal fluid if u do eunf.. be careful man.. and quit if u can.. i went to my mom and dad when i needed the help.. dont be scared they will be happy u went to them b4 it gets bad
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