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Am i insain? help, please!
For tha longest time i've thought something was wrong with me. I sometimes will catch myself talking to me. I have detailed conversations about things i don't remember afterwards. Sometimes i feel like im extremely special other times i don't know if i even exist. The wierd thing is i still have friends, i party with my friends pretty often, but i always find myself over anylizing every situation when im with them. When im alone i sort of separate myself from the rest of the world. When i go for a ciarette ill catch myself smokein 2 mabey 3 in a row so i can finish the conversation with myself while still smokeing. There are some parts of my life that i repress, but i know i reppress it. i can't remember my secound grade year of school, i know it was horrible, but i don't really remember any of it. Sometimes i ask myself if im crazy, but can i really be crazy if i know im crazy? I find that when i dont understand why something is happening a certain way, ill make up a rediculouse seonario explainin the situation. when the situjtation is resolved i have a feelin that i can't really explain. I'm almost obsessive when it comes to understanding something. even if it makes me have a complex conversation with myself for periods of time ranging from 20 minutes to 3 to 4 hours. theres so much i can't explain. I've lived my entire life from inside my head. sometimes ill do something and not know why until a day later and then it alll makes sence... am i crazy? do i need help? whats wrong with me??
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One, just continue to be yourself. Try not to think that your life should fit in to the same mould as the lives of others, you are an individual and maybe things are happening differently for you for a reason.
Second, you feel that men are repulsed by you. More likely that belief you have is what is repulsing them, people pick up on vibes. I very much doubt you are so repulsive, find a way to beleive that for yourself.
I'd suggest learning to concentrate on breathing, or just concentrate in general. My lack thereof is the reason for most of my self-coversations. Maybe your mind just gets bored, so you should fill it with fun things to do. That's why I ask if you're a genius - the need for explanations, inability to understand simple ones, over-analysing situations, they're all traits.
Try really really hard to learn to concentrate, and it'll stop your mind drifting off inside itself. When you find yourself over-analysing things, concentrate on your breathing.