I am 17 almost 18, I am stuck in highschool and I am attracted to girls from 10 to 15. I have never actually acted on these atractions but i take real experiences talking to above genre and expand on what i wish i could have done to them. I am only mildly attracted to women my own age and only those who look like preteens. I write about locking them up and torturing them sexually. Am i setting up to become a pedophile later in life?
you have to abide by society and what it deems appropriate. To do otherwise is counterproductive. Centuries ago, it was commonplace for young adults to take 11-14 year olds as wives, and raise children. Modern day raised the age of consent and draws a line as to what is permitted and what is not. Attractions are ok, but you can't act on what is not acceptable in the eyes of society. As for your violent fantasies it would not hurt to talk to someone about it. A psychiatrist would be able to assess you and if necessary prescribe medication that would curtail or stop such thoughts of violence. Just my thoughts, best to seek advice from a specialist.