Hello, I am a mother of three children, ages 14, 15 and 16. I love my children but sometimes the annoy the sh*t out of me. whenever they get bored they always come and bother me. Sometimes the like to poke me and say "mommy" and i say "what" and they say "nevermind". and im all like, What the f**k is your problem? Show some damn maturity.
one day my children just made me blow my top and i beat the sh*t out of all three of them. first with a shoe, then a wet towel and finally a bag of apples. i mean, they just made me THAT mad. after that i felt guilty so i apologized. then suddenly i felt something hit the back of my head. it was an apple.... a f**king apple. then i beat my children again. ever since that day ive been beating my children with whatever i could find.
is this normal? if not please help me
It sounds VERY immature. You need to seek professional help. I advise you to take yourself and all 3 of your children to a therapist.
You obviously have extreme anger problems.
Abuse is not the answer. They will simply lose respect for you, what little respect they have...
Ha and also ha. Seek help. Give the children to your mother to raise. Have your tubes tied.
You are the adult--or are you a teen mother? You sure act like one! At any rate, you're their mother, you're older, and in theory are more mature. That means you have to stop this stupidity before something really sick happens.
It's already been said, but I'll say it again. You started a vicious and violent cycle. YOU need to break it. YOU need to stop. YOU need to realize that people don't just take abuse without lashing back. YOU deserve everything you get until they finally realize you've changed. I can only hope you'll change. 3 against one, you'll lose in the long run, I promise.
We don't need to help you, you need to help yourself. If you can't deal with that, then you need to transfer custody to a caring family member or turn yourself in to the authorities.
Also, the kids probably say "nevermind" because they detected an annoyed tone in your voice and thought it better to leave you alone. They know these things...more than you ever will understand.
The kids don't know that they're annoying you. They think you hate them for no reason. Even if you ask them, they'll deny it. They probably have mixed emotions now and will be SCARRED FOR LIFE because of you. Congrats on dropping a bomb in their future.
What would you think if you, as a child, were beaten by your mother and didn't understand why?
You can't assume anything about them. Unlike me, you are unable to read minds.
You're a terrible person. Absolutely terrible. These are you children. They love you, and you should love them. What happens when they grow up and beat their children as well? You're condoning a sickening act towards children. I mean, they're KIDS. Grow up. And f*ck you.
Stop beating them and grow up lady, you act their age.
And your kids sound annoying enough to send to some bootcamp type thing... but you have to change before you try to change them because what you're teachng them obvi isn't the healthiest behaviour...
You could easily get reported and go to jail, which you obviously deserve. You bitch, go to hell.