im 15 and male and i look at porn and masturbate everyday and i cum really easily, except i tried jacking off to african american chicks ecept everytime i do my weener shrinks to the size of a tripple A battery.. i have no problem if im looking at asians or caucasions.. and everytime i go to a movie with those rappers and black chicks shaking their ass it makes me want to hurl. am i rascist on the inside or something?
You seem a bit like you're saying that your body is an alien and you have no control over it.
I'd be more worried about that whole 'triple A' thing. I mean, those batteries are *tiny*.
I wouldn't worry about not being sexually attracted to black people. It's just not your thing.