Im a 20 year old man. Im a tough guy. I did MMA for 5 years. Im a strong minded person. I go after what i want. Thats why when i see a women i pity her. Wemen cant defend themselves, they have to live in fear. They can be raped or killed anytime. Me on the other hand, when im talking on the street i feel powerful, like no one is going to be stupid enough to try to fight me. And when it comes to sex, i pity wemen even more, they literally have to be vulnerable (to be penetrated). Because of this i dont want to have sex. I feel the urge to have sex but feel very bad for the women. When i think of the wemen in my life im always worried about them. I got scared to death one day when my mom didnt came home for 5 hours, didnt answered her phone. I literally had a panic attack. Coudnt breath properly. Wtf is wrong with me?