Hey friend, Coincidentally, i just posted a comment that you might like /support your question, You may see it in http://isitnormal.com/story/is-it-normal-i-have-a-thing-for-clowns-96953/
These topics make me also think, by myself! I'm also a huge admirer of clowns :O)
I think it's pretty normal, as it turns you on, doesn't harm other people and you don't get scared of it. People often get scared of things and feelings they don't know, but you could might consider, what it all means to you... try to find out more about the character, the meanings and the roles before the figure of the clown. They express a lot, about freedom, people relationships and etc. Maybe they fit as answers or inspiration for some of your doubts, or maybe... they're just colorful enough to catch your attention. Who knows?
Anyway, this character has the ability of making you smile :P at least, it must have something of good. So enjoy it.
Don't get disturbed about it, there are much horrible things to get disturbed with in this world.
Coincidentally, i just posted a comment that you might like /support your question, You may see it in http://isitnormal.com/story/is-it-normal-i-have-a-thing-for-clowns-96953/
These topics make me also think, by myself! I'm also a huge admirer of clowns :O)
I think it's pretty normal, as it turns you on, doesn't harm other people and you don't get scared of it. People often get scared of things and feelings they don't know, but you could might consider, what it all means to you... try to find out more about the character, the meanings and the roles before the figure of the clown. They express a lot, about freedom, people relationships and etc. Maybe they fit as answers or inspiration for some of your doubts, or maybe... they're just colorful enough to catch your attention. Who knows?
Anyway, this character has the ability of making you smile :P at least, it must have something of good. So enjoy it.
Don't get disturbed about it, there are much horrible things to get disturbed with in this world.