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Constant urge to kill...
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Everyday, on every occasion, no matter who I'm with or where I am, I always think about killing people, when I'm at work I daydream about killing pretty much all day.
In those dreams I usually imagine myself sneaking around the streets at night looking for potential victims, I target people who in my opinion are "bad" and doesn't deserve to walk amongst everyone else, like violent people, girls who scream and act tough because they have an abundance of laws and boys to cover behind, guys who act like they own everything and everyone, couples who shows their love in public by kissing in the middle of everything, people who think they can get everything if they yell loud enough.. I fantasize about finding a person or a couple that annoys me and brutally murder them, I plan how to do it in ways to avoid being caught, so I can do it again and again.. Basically, I want to watch people who annoy me suffer and die while they beg me for mercy.

I already assume that this is not normal.. But maybe I'm not alone with this urge.
Do you think it's normal?
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wow
You're not alone in some occasions I have acted out on them.
I think it's perfectly normal to hate people who annoy you. Thinking about killing them is normal but doing so is not unless you're in a life threatening situation. That said, why don't you play video games that allow you to annihilate others whenever you feel like it. That way you satisfy this urge without hurting other people's feelings. Having urges is normal. How you respond to them is what matters the most.
i usually think of killing people when i'm trying to sleep it helps, just picture yourself stabbing people, it really puts you to sleep
Your like fucking Kira, from Death Note. That's kinda bad ass. I want to kill people all the time too.
Death Note is an amazing show. Anyway.. I think about killing people, too. Well.. no, I don't. I NEVER think about KILLING people. Just torturing them until they beg me TO kill them. But I still wouldn't. Killing is immoral. X)
You, my friend, may be a Daywalker. I know the notion of vampirism is dismissed as a myth, but there are those with vampiric blood who can walk amongst "normal" people, can even stand sunlight. These descendants of the true Vampire race are called Daywalkers. I am also of this elusive bloodline. Can you trace your family lineage back to the names Corwin, Corbin, Corvinus, Corrin, or some similar name?
If your feeling this it is because you feel bad about yourself, somehow you feel a lack of power and you are feeling frustrated.Keep this under control or you may develope a narsistic personality disorder. This is not good you can't change people you are not a judge. just concentrate on being a good person you are only reponsible for your own actions,teach those fools lead by good example.
First of all, how do people who show public displays of affection, girls who think they are tough & etc. not deserve to walk among other people? Yes, people are annoying but that is not a reason to fantasize about killing them... That is pretty scary that you think about commiting murder everyday all day just to make urself feel good. You dream about the act of killing another human just to get ur rocks off... that's SICK! Do you not have compassion? You say you dream about walking around targeting ur victims who in your eyes are "bad" Well, wouldn't you consider people who murder others "bad"? You need to get help & fast before you do end up killing someone.
Let me know who you are, couse i dont want to be alone with a prospective killer. Not normal in my opinion
Every person in here,whatever religion, right now needs Jesus Christ.I am not just saying that for effect. I know in my heart that we all need Jesus. Through Him, we can forget strange, mad, selfish thoughts about killing people. We need to HELP our fellow humans, not KILL them. Jesus led a perfect life,read the new testament to see how perfect He was and is. He died for our sins and He is REAL!!!
Honestly!!! I am sure of this.
@: Lockets
Hi Lockets! Welcome back. =)
So many people like you and some are boss of country, like GWB. I think your mind is ill. You have no peace and you need psychiatric help.
@: WarLord
Hello! Thanks for your message, it's good to be back! Hope all is well x
It is my personal opinion that you should seek professional help. If you really are serious, YOU are a potential threat to society. Crime doesn't pay, remember that!!!
You sound like a crime fighting super hero! LIKE SUPERMAN! HE LOOKS FOR BADGUYS AND BEATS THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUT OF EM TOO! GO GET EM TIG0r!
I think exactly the same, i have urges to kill people alot... Only those people who really annoy me, like people which think they are the best and swear all the time / smoke / do drugs / say they have sex every day / annoy other people / pick fights for no reason / say "what you lookin at?" / etc...
Just the other day i saw some kid sit in this little kids seat on the bus when he stood up for a sec to show something to his friend, then he laughed at him and said hes stupid... I was so tempted to walk up and beat the shit out of him or stab him, then kick him multiple times when hes on the ground...


Its certainly not normal, but then again i have super powers.
I know what you meam i get the same urge as you.
Normal.
omigod
I have the same urge, no joke unlike the rest of the fakes on here. Except I don't agree on the couples part, I think people should be able to express their love for one another however they please. To me the people that deserve to die are the same ones everyone else thinks to. (They will all deny it, but in truth when parents see a child rapist get out of jail, when people see a serial killer get out of jail, a drug dealer or pimp released on bail) they all think that someone should just go kill those people. I only have the urge for those people, the people that truly deserve it and that most of public hates to the core. Its a uncontrolling need. If only it was as easy as the show Dexter. But I have these thoughts that if there are serial killers out there, why not ones that kill the bad guys and save our lopped hooled legal system for the class action lawsuits instead of rapist trials.
(loop holed) *
yeah the urge is quite normal but as a friend i must warn you that murder is illegal
Yo playa, kill someone right off the streets?! That's cold, ice cold. You're too unforgiving... and creepy. But as a playa and all, yes, I do want to whack my own list of motherfuckers. By motherfuckers,I mean only those who done sumf'n personal to me, a'ight, SEEN? And mind u, I do disagree on the couples part.
Your not alone.
Its like suicide people who talk about it arent really gonna do it. It is pretty hard to get away with murder these days you will eventually get caught
@: flikr
I think my bullshit meter just exploded.
i don't dream of killing, not recently anyway. Now i just constantly think about sticking my foot way up a lot of people's asses
I think that's what happens when you get a little older.

Really young and you dream of killing.

Now, like me, I just dream about kicking a lot of people's asses.

Later, when you get old, you probably are content just to be rude to people or pretend you don't hear them or know they exist.

That's called personal evolution. Life's a journey.
We all think about getting revenge and feeling the power of being victorious over our enemy's. The key is not to put though into reality, unless they deserve it, and you can get away with it. lol
i feel the same way... people over do everything these days... i say we kill them.
its not normal by traditional standards. You might have a large umblagata in your brain. sorry for the spelling but i forgot the full name was or what its called. Its the part that contributes to rage and anger. There is another part they think contributes to apathy or the the ability to feel what others feel that are smaller in killers brains. you should proly contacts scientist who are doing reasearch about that...It could really help them. you might get paid a lot.
I feel the same way, Finally I found someone like me (YAY)
I am with you, I always think of killing others, but not in the sense that I'd like to cause them pain. I just don't want them to exist anymore because the annoy the living fuck outta me.
It natural instinct for men to hunt and kill things, its just the way we are, you're fine buddy.
You are fanasizing too much. If you actually did it, it would be a lot less glamourised.

I daydream about it sometimes, just if I'm bored, and that's normal, but if it is grafic or you think about it alll the time then you need help.
your sick man. like really sick.
Hello, FBI?

I have an anonymous tipoff...
Hmm. i agree.
You're just pissed off at; idiotic people, people that feel like they are the highest power and nothing can stop them, etc. I know how you feel, and this is not thoughts of killing that you should be concerned about. It's just anger issues mixed with high levels of annoyance. I've definitely felt like this many times. Over time it will just sort of fade, and come back on occasion.
you are one lonely disturbed sick fuck. You want to kill people because they are happy? I have the urge to kill you violently bash your head against the wall till your skull cracks.
Everyone who kills justifies it somehow and your justification is clearly that you'll be killing 'bad' people who annoy you.

It's definitely an obsession if it's always on your mind and what you happen is that you progress more and more until you start acting it out and you will get worse and worse.

There are a lot of things that can predict if you'll act out your urges - like if you killed or tortured children in your childhood, if you didn't stop wetting the bed as a child until quite later on in your development...

An urge to kill is also (I think) linked to chronic loneliness and rejection.

See a psychiatrist - or if you're in the UK, you can see someone on the NHS for free.
This is fairly common. You're normal.
@: Lockets
Me too. But some counseling would also help the man.
@: Lockets
But of course you also need to stop pushing your obsolete ideas on people. Jesus is dead, and though his ideas were great, and he was the best Jew who ever lived, doesn't mean we need to respect the dead, or even need to follow him. He was a great magician, and like all great Houdini s, he never told how he did all of those slight of hands, and how many people he paid with his Jew-money to pretend like he was healing him. He truly was the greatest fraud we have yet to encounter.
well you are a bit of a weirdo then arent you?your going to be a murderer.
I don't think that is normal. But I feel the same way! I have never killed, but I feel like a brutal murder is going to solve all my problems. Just like you I fantasize about it. And if the urge gets too big I can't sleep...

Oh, and if someone is interested I have a 20 minute long reportage about brutal teenage killers...
lmfaoooo you sound like Dexter.
if you havent seen the show you MUST watch.
he's a serial killer who works as a blood splatter analyst for the police department. but he only kills murderes! ha ha. i love him!
anyone above who says that it's normal is probably wrong

you shouldn't think about it ALL the time and it shouldn;t be for the most oddest things

funny to read in a way though :)
omg !
i was just watching Dexter today !
you made me think of him ! :)


but im sorry, this is not normal, go see someone with a PHD please
Uhm, no.

You need to get yourself checked by a psych. Seriously, I'm not saying this to offend you. I think it's perfectly normal to hate certain people and, in stages of EXTREME anger and fits, thinking about harming them or even killing them...

But you have these feelings and urges all day long and what's even more frightening to me, is the fact you 'choose victims' and the criteria by which you select them. That is just not normal, dude.

You should get help, because there's a real chance something will push you over the edge one day. Sorry, but killing a couple because they are kissing? Killing a boy or a girl because he or she has a bit of an attitude?

Nuh-uh. Nope. Bad idea.
You're going to end up one of those serial killers we all hear about on the news.
although murder will never be a hobby deemed acceptable by the general public, murderers have always & unfortunately probably will always play a role in human society. maybe killers are meant to be part of the natural order of things. implements of population control along with tornadoes, earthquakes, & snack cake related choking deaths. however, before you go out fulfilling destiny & whatnot, a couple tips:
1)keep it random. repetition will earn you a 'serial killer' label, which will certainly increase the desire of law enforcement to spend their free time hunting you down.
2)target bad folk only. don't whack nobody that could've been deemed oxygen worthy by 12 of your peers. (in the event that you might be caught.jurists typically believe it to be unsavory to kill nice people.)
3)keep it professional & business like. people nowadays want their murderers to be efficient & respectible. The suffering-begging thing is just tacky.
im xctly in the same boat, specially i was in a really loving relationship 4 2.5 years which makes me wanna gut the couples thr and then same as with little bitches who thnk they can get away with anything and get everythnk the only smile i'd like them 2 hav is a chelsea smile!! yeh im jst as bad as u, xcept i dnt thnk it tht much but im near thr :P
im in, when nd where and who??
your the kind of person that shoots up schools
if you really want to kill
kill yourself and make the world a better place son
THATS FUCKING CREEPY! i say u talk to a doctor or something. Thats not safe for you or anyone else. Do you have friends?
dude awsome can you do me a favor and tellme more abote the people you want to kill and stuff like that and other types that irk you it would be much aprechiated
You need to get some help before you hurt me or someone else.

Lets just say this try to kill someone and they'll try to kill you twice as painful.

Don't mess with people SICKO.

You need to be in jail.
i have urges like these and it sometimes is hard to hold myself in check, if i get angry enough, and i get into a fight i cant actually stop myself until the person is begging, as ive lost control of myself, and it is very hard to control sometimes, i feel possessed, but i do control myself, cos im a good guy, and it gets easier and easier to control. i myself have thoughts of releasing these urges on the people that brutally murder people and are ruining our world in such a way so that i can release my own urges, but that just removes one problem and adds another. im not a sicko because of these urges because ive managed to restrain myself, and you arent a sicko unless you act upon them, i think im genuinely a good guy for defying this, because not eveyone has put up with this problem, so its easy to fling around words like sicko when you arent afflicted. honestly though mate seriously, if you ever are about to act upon the urges lock yourself up for the good of mankind because the world is corrupt enough at the moment, it doesnt need another murderer. im getting much better and i can control myself more, so the urges are leaving, and you can get rid of them too, you just got to want to be the good guy and beat it, because no man has the right to take the life of another
ohhhhh man ive wanted to kill someone for ages im glad im not alone
Story of my life.
Oh....WOW...
@: Xerxes
Like legit you've acted out on it? Like killed people? How'd that feel?
I would say its relatively normal but if you ever act on these urges make sure the second person you kill is yourself
I think it's normal. Maybe you need some excitement in your life. That can be the reason. :]
Haha this is like Dexter. Man I get that urge when I'm in Wal-Mart, only in my fantasy I'm just holding a gun and shooting the annoying fuckers around me. I don't know if that helps, I certainly don't obsess about it or think about it like you do though, but if you think you're gonna do it get help. You probably should get help either way.
Wow, the urge to kill is not normal. however, i often get the urge to hurt someone when i get mad.
Personally i have never really hated someone that much , but i get where your coming from i get really annoyed with people i feel like punching them just by one little thing they have said , but most ppl get this and i hope this urge to kill goes away
Just imagining killing people is harmless; as long as you know deep down that you'd never really do it. Would you? Would you look down at your victim, maybe twitching in shock and still not quite dead? You probably wouldn't like to do this...right? So don't worry about it! When workers wake me up on Saturday morning I put myself back to sleep by imagining mowing them all down with an uzi...lol...who gives a shit
why wont you call me?
I want to watch you all die by my hands. I can see the shinning knife crossing your throat and the blood from your carotid artery spilling you precious blood. I shall dance and dip my naked body in your life source! For I am more evil then Satan himself.
YH man i get what u mean, not as pland or sic as u say,a bit more primitive,sumtimes i jus feel like smashing up,ripping everything down,punching kicking objects,ppl anything in my path till its mush,the more you think about it its more likely you will,you need to speak to sumone or it will build,jus do stuff you like to do! unless?thats what you like to do?,i understand the kind of hatred tho, where some people look at you and its instant adrenaline,when it happens jus pretend there not there, your better than that hopefully?
i get like that went in pissed off
dude, i feel ur pain (or feelings, hehe more like pain for others), but i CONSTANTLY deal with that, ive gone to a temporary mental hospital twice because of stuff like that (never acctually "killed" someone though. you have to find yourself a good therepist, i used to go to one that put me on wierd meds and i went outa controll, and that was my 2nd stay, but now i found a better one, and everything is turning around for me? with u the best of luck man.
Its fine. I used to be like that until I got on depression pills. But acting on it, would get your ass in jail. Try to keep those thoughts to yourself. If it gets really bad, see a psyciatrist.
It's pretty common to fantasize about killing someone you HATE, but urges to kill at random are not so normal. I would really try to seek help for this, you don't want to do something and regret it for the rest of your life.
Seek help immediately!! Something isn't right in your brain. Please, talk to a professional about your thoughts.
i have these feelings... once i grabbed my friend by the throat and squeezed REALLY tight that he actually thought i was gunna kill him 0.0
i almost did
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