Everyday, on every occasion, no matter who I'm with or where I am, I always think about killing people, when I'm at work I daydream about killing pretty much all day.
In those dreams I usually imagine myself sneaking around the streets at night looking for potential victims, I target people who in my opinion are "bad" and doesn't deserve to walk amongst everyone else, like violent people, girls who scream and act tough because they have an abundance of laws and boys to cover behind, guys who act like they own everything and everyone, couples who shows their love in public by kissing in the middle of everything, people who think they can get everything if they yell loud enough.. I fantasize about finding a person or a couple that annoys me and brutally murder them, I plan how to do it in ways to avoid being caught, so I can do it again and again.. Basically, I want to watch people who annoy me suffer and die while they beg me for mercy.
I already assume that this is not normal.. But maybe I'm not alone with this urge.
Honestly!!! I am sure of this.
Just the other day i saw some kid sit in this little kids seat on the bus when he stood up for a sec to show something to his friend, then he laughed at him and said hes stupid... I was so tempted to walk up and beat the shit out of him or stab him, then kick him multiple times when hes on the ground...
Its certainly not normal, but then again i have super powers.
Really young and you dream of killing.
Now, like me, I just dream about kicking a lot of people's asses.
Later, when you get old, you probably are content just to be rude to people or pretend you don't hear them or know they exist.
That's called personal evolution. Life's a journey.
I daydream about it sometimes, just if I'm bored, and that's normal, but if it is grafic or you think about it alll the time then you need help.
I have an anonymous tipoff...
It's definitely an obsession if it's always on your mind and what you happen is that you progress more and more until you start acting it out and you will get worse and worse.
There are a lot of things that can predict if you'll act out your urges - like if you killed or tortured children in your childhood, if you didn't stop wetting the bed as a child until quite later on in your development...
An urge to kill is also (I think) linked to chronic loneliness and rejection.
See a psychiatrist - or if you're in the UK, you can see someone on the NHS for free.
Oh, and if someone is interested I have a 20 minute long reportage about brutal teenage killers...
if you havent seen the show you MUST watch.
he's a serial killer who works as a blood splatter analyst for the police department. but he only kills murderes! ha ha. i love him!
you shouldn't think about it ALL the time and it shouldn;t be for the most oddest things
funny to read in a way though :)
i was just watching Dexter today !
you made me think of him ! :)
but im sorry, this is not normal, go see someone with a PHD please
You need to get yourself checked by a psych. Seriously, I'm not saying this to offend you. I think it's perfectly normal to hate certain people and, in stages of EXTREME anger and fits, thinking about harming them or even killing them...
But you have these feelings and urges all day long and what's even more frightening to me, is the fact you 'choose victims' and the criteria by which you select them. That is just not normal, dude.
You should get help, because there's a real chance something will push you over the edge one day. Sorry, but killing a couple because they are kissing? Killing a boy or a girl because he or she has a bit of an attitude?
Nuh-uh. Nope. Bad idea.
1)keep it random. repetition will earn you a 'serial killer' label, which will certainly increase the desire of law enforcement to spend their free time hunting you down.
2)target bad folk only. don't whack nobody that could've been deemed oxygen worthy by 12 of your peers. (in the event that you might be caught.jurists typically believe it to be unsavory to kill nice people.)
3)keep it professional & business like. people nowadays want their murderers to be efficient & respectible. The suffering-begging thing is just tacky.
if you really want to kill
kill yourself and make the world a better place son
Lets just say this try to kill someone and they'll try to kill you twice as painful.
Don't mess with people SICKO.
You need to be in jail.
i almost did