Okay, I have a cutting problem. The first time i cut myself it felt good, addicting, so i did it the next day. I promised i wouldn't do it again. But last night i did it again. I tend to snap at people, and get mad easily, then i go in my room, when i am depressed and do stupid sh*t. I have tried to commit suicide so many times. Im surprised im still alive. Pretty pathetic when you cant even kill yourself right?
anyways.
I dont know what to do. My mom said shes going to submit me into a heath facility if i dont stop. It just..It feels good after a rough day. ya know?
and i have a horrible past. I was sexually abused everyday for four years by my dad. Which has made me to become the person i am. I dont know what to do.
Help?
Thank you.
Courtney
Does your mom know what your dad did to you?
I would say you need to see a therapist and get on anti-depressants.
Thanks for the advice.
=)
Hope everything works out for you.
He pissed me off though, saying im imagining things, and has the slightest nerve to tell my mom im just looking for attention.
Pisses me off.
But i think i will do okay.
I really need to stop with the cutting thing though.
Its nice to know somebody out there actually cares =)
thank you.
Yea i know we all have rough days and all but i dont go around cutting my self, i roll a blut and smoke out and watch comedy central (which is not tha best thing ether but it doesnt threatin my life)
i know wat u went through
hurt by someone u loved
alone and confused
but there are people that care ur jus not lookin good enough
Sinserly, Luigi
your completely right.
thank you. =)
have a nice day :]
but im trying to stop.
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good luck and remember there will always be people who will care about you and love you for who you are. Screw the ones who don't because you don't need them in your life.
I was sexually abused by my brother when I was just hitting puberty. (Seems so long ago, now) The years following that revolved around insomnia and physical pain. It's been about 6-7 years since I stopped hurting myself, but I have to say that the abuse you endured and its effects will haunt you for many years, without help. Take your mother's offer for help. She might not know what to do, but professionals do. You are not alone in the way you feel.
As for motivation to stop injuring yourself....
I am not going to say I'm the most beautiful person in the world, but I would call myself average in appearance. I'm a fairly healthy person who eats well and exercises regularly. That being said, I have hundreds upon hundreds of scars on my body from my teenage years. (I happen to form keloids instead of regular scars) A healthy self-image is something most abuse victims have a VERY tough time achieving, and having constant reminders all over your body of the emotional struggles you've endured is not helpful in this regard.
Do yourself a favor, get help.
Quit marring your beautiful body. It's yours for life.