As if I had been all along in this small space surrounded by differently designed doors and they shut before me, a few at a time or one by one, and, finally, the last three, which remained solidly open, slammed into, one, my face; two, my toes (but I felt it in my stomach); three, my heart.
Is it normal to feel such disappointment in EVERY ONE PERSON in your life at a given moment? If it isn't, I surely do not know what to do with the hopelessness that's stemmed from this. Even if it is, I still don't know.
Is it normal to feel such disappointment in EVERY ONE PERSON in your life at a given moment? If it isn't, I surely do not know what to do with the hopelessness that's stemmed from this. Even if it is, I still don't know.

Yours truely,
Doktor Hildred Von Steinmann
Have you written a book on this yet?
Yours truely,
Doktor Hildred Von Steinmann
(He's not me btw, but I know who it is)
For example- It's hard for me to give dumb answers like "Don't worry, it's just cancer" because (I've been accused of this anyway) that I say epic things and am smart and junk like that.
People are multifaceted. We can be walls of steels or a plate of jello. It would be a deception to say we're totally one or the other.
I hope I never get to the point where I feel like I have to create a separate account, so the people who know me here don't think I'm evil/weird/mean. I mean why not take advantage of the opportunity to be entirely yourself? One account - one multifaceted individual. Not several accounts, one person split into multiple personas.
This is the PERFECT place to be entirely honest, and yet people still find an excuse to hide themselves.
"But I'm not lying"
No, but you are concealing something right?
People carry with them many titles and aspects in this life. They're father, mother, daughter, son, captain, leader, follower, lover, mentor, friend; but just because that aspect exists doesn't mean it should be revealed.
A captain of soldiers shouldn't act the same way around his men the way he does around his father and co-workers shouldn't reveal the sides of themselves that their spouses know all too well.
All these aspects exist but some aren't meant to be shared, unfortunately.
"Not telling somebody something is not being dishonest, telling somebody the opposite of what is true is being dishonest. If I don't tell you every thought I have unfiltered that's not dishonesty if the thoughts I do select to share are truth.
My point is why not express yourself fully? By that I mean act in the way which most accurately represents your personality. By that I don't mean tell everybody everything ever. Why come to a website and impose a situation upon yourself where you can't act as yourself, but instead must create multiple representations of you? That removes one of the main selling points of this entire website in my opinion, and seems like unnecessary stress.
If you want to make a joke about cancer because that reflects part of your sense of humour, fuck it, joke about cancer. Going to the trouble of creating an alias just to hide your naughty side seems... ridiculous to me :/"
I'm glad you reposted the deleted comments so I could get to read the whole thing. Thank you.
Yours truly,
Doktor Hildred Von Steinmann
You'll live so much better.