As much as I like to pretend I don't care about my body, and eat whatever I want, I always feel fat after and guilty. I wish I could become belimic, but I can't stand throwing up. I am not over weight, and I am very active, but whenever I eat I feel guilty because I want to look like all the women I see on TV. I always put up this front that I don't care, and I hate women like that, but it's really because I am jealous. It's to the point where I won't let my boyfriend touch my stomach because I am ashamed of the little roll of fat I have down there(I'm female) and I don't know what to do about it. Any other females have this issue?
You need to get out more. Why don't you go and live in Africa where they can barely get anough food to live and have to drink their own p1ss?
This is very normal though. My last 2 girlfriends were a lot like you in that way. I also have a cousin who is a recovering anorexitc (its been like 5 years that she's been eating right again but just like alcoholism it's something she still sometimes deals with). It's okay to diet a little, but bulima and anorexia is not only dangerous but ugly. if you did lose a few pounds, then maybe your boyfriend would be less attracted to you. You prolly didn't think of that!