I do not particularly like the taste of alcohol, but I have only tried one kind of beer. I think that I do not need alcohol seeing as I am an athlete and want to live as long as possible (my uncle had a liver problem I think).
But I have this fear that I will be at a party and be pressured to drink or just want to do it to not insult the host, and that I will get drunk and not remember anything. I do not like the idea of not remembering what happened while I was smashed, because I could make a fool out of myself.
Is this a normal fear to have?
You'll be fine.
The truth is: alcohol is a sedative. It intensely relaxes the body and mind and produces an extremely pleasant sensation almost like invulnerability. The feeling alone is so wonderful that it is addictive in itself. People become dependent on it both mentally and physically, and if you drink all the time for years it will kill you.
it's fun.
But i only try it occasionally..