This began when I had a huge crush on my friend last summer. I wanted to ask her out, but she has a policy of never dating a friend she's known for a long time. So for the longest time I've had to hide my feelings for her which I'm still doing. I stayed the night at her house one night, and I was really horny for some reason. I began to go at it on her couch in her upstairs game room, and her jacket that she wore was upstairs. I thought about it for a second, and I grabbed it and smelled it a lot while I was going at it until i finished. I did it a second time when she came to visit my friends and I at my school. She went to take a shower and I went into her backpack took her bra and did the same thing. I feel indifferent to what I've done, but when ever I'm back at her house, and i see clothes of her's I starting thinking about what I did. Should I go get help for what I did, or should I just bury what I did as another skeleton in my closet?
Don't do it again.
stop doing that, and tell her how you feel for at least if she caught you she will ralte it to that you love her..