OK so like I jerked off several times in a small container that I hid in the freezer (maybe six times in 10 days). Then, I waited about four days until I was really horny and got the frozen cum and let it melt on my dick and started masturbating. I took the rest of the frozen cum and let it melt on my body and put the rest in my mouth. So I was able to swallow my own load while being very horny and had not yet cum. Is this normal, to like my own cum?