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So Ive always been very observant of both sexes. I am a freshman in college and in a sorority. Just last night I was high, and lying in bed i began to wonder why i couldn't seem to find a guy. I was great friends with almost an entire frat house, and even had a few guys interested me. I was also really interested in one of the guys as well. But thing with me that has always stopped from commititng to a relationship is the fact that my best friends dad molested me when i was around 8 years old.
Part of me believes that that is the reason i dont trust a lot of men, even though i seem to gravitate towards them. but then part of me wonders if i even want to. I feel all the time im gonna be a bad mom bc im not ga ga over babies and all that stuff. I really would like to be certain im straight, i guess its true that you wonder. I mean if uve never been gay before its not like you know what it feels like. I am defiently sexually attracted to men, but sometime i fantasize about women too. I think I am straight and hoping that this is just a phase. until then if you in my same boat i pray you can get through this confusing time. cross your fingers for me too.
Part of me believes that that is the reason i dont trust a lot of men, even though i seem to gravitate towards them. but then part of me wonders if i even want to. I feel all the time im gonna be a bad mom bc im not ga ga over babies and all that stuff. I really would like to be certain im straight, i guess its true that you wonder. I mean if uve never been gay before its not like you know what it feels like. I am defiently sexually attracted to men, but sometime i fantasize about women too. I think I am straight and hoping that this is just a phase. until then if you in my same boat i pray you can get through this confusing time. cross your fingers for me too.
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I'm sorry about what happened with your friends dad, I can't imagine how hard that would be to deal with, but the only way to start getting over it imo is to get in there and prove to yourself that not all men are like that. If you think you need help getting over how you feel, talk to a therpist, it really helps a lot of people.
Also, don't worry about not being big into babies, plenty of people who weren't that entuasiastic about it in their youth make wonderful mums :)