I am 19 and have never thought of being gay in my life... always been attracted to women but kind of felt rejected by them and afraid of them. A month ago I had a random thought I was gay, now it bothers me a lot. I was drunk at a party last night and one of my frat bros I thought was really weird kept rubbing my neck and thigh like I was a girl and it really bothered me, he also kept asking me to go back to the dorms with him which was even worse, but I was drunk and I almost bought into it... is that gay? I don't know what is wrong with me, I keep thinking I am gay but I have always had dreams about being with girls, and just the night before this I had a dream about being with a girl I had a crush on and how great it felt to be in love with a woman... I don't know what to think of myself. I keep hearing about gay people in the media and I keep having to read about them and write essays on the topic in English so I can never stop hearing about it. Is this just me going through a phase, am I just lonesome from the fear of being rejected by girls, or am I weird? Serious comments only please.
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Geez.....
1- Do you like putting your penis inside a mans bottom?
2- Do you like having a man stick his penis inside your bottom.
If you have answered yes to any of the above 2 questions you are a gay.
If not go and find a hobby or a woman to play with.
people kill themselves by accident when there drunk, so almost having gay sex isnt ur fault at all.
i dont think you are gay, just a drunk
i find when i forget about those retarded thoughts about possibly being gay, then i feel fine and everything returns to normal.
feel better dude
Sorry to shock you but got to lay it out.
If you like guys too, that means you might be bisexual.
But I think you're just straight with gay fantasies.
I think you should satisfy your inner self whatever he wants. If you want guys, go and get them. Don't be afraid to accept your own instincts!
However, as long as you like girls you're not a gay.
but your conscious is gay
ANYWAYS, you aren't gay dude. If you re-read your own paragraph you note that it was extremely uncomfortable for you to have a guy rubbing you at all.
JUST BECAUSE HOMOSEXUALITY EXISTS DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE.
It's like those fucking prop 8 commercials, there's this little girl who comes home and is like "I learned that I can marry a princess!" I knew about homosexuality at like 6 okay, that didn't make me think I was at all. Go with what your heart tells you.