I am a 65 year old ARAB man , who is retired (emotionally and psychologically retarded could be as well )and think waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much about what others think about me or my family (Since I am an arab any insult to my family is an insult to me) ,like for example , some foreign people are coming to visit my wife and me and my wife wants to serve drinks to them(like normal people do ) , yet I became so ANGRY and CRAZY telling her that I want to keep the IMAGE of the ARAB and MUSLIM man who doesn't serve drinks (I am so CONSERVATIVE)because I am narcisstic, think way too much about what others think of me or my family . I am also withdrawn and an almost introvert . Am I in the normal range of narcissim ?, also is it normal for people to see my son's mistakes and NOT SEE MY MISTAKES ?!, like I have a terrible personality due to my mom's upbrining .Also I don't think that I will die soon (My son HOPES so , so that he can have freedom and do what he always wanted to do ), I think I deserve a punishment for what I do to my wife and family ...please give me a terrible illness !.
m 60 something and don't )I don't pray and I'm
not as religious , so why is it a problem for my 28 year old adult son to stay out late till this hour.I don't wear a turban. I don't have alot of friends , I only have 2 or 3 who I see very very rarely, so I'm not like other men who have friends with his wife and wbo bring thier friends home for fun. I am introverted,paranoed,narcisstic,negative,very observative.I was only a banker(Employee),so I couldn't bring my wife expensive things like almost everyone I know does.I am retired now (and very weird that I think highly of myself),even though my wife is the one who brings money to the family , and cooks, and see what I need, what my mother need , what my sons need,if aby should get the credit, it would have to be my wife , not me.
You're just like all of us humans, imperfect and struggling for happiness. Take things slow, and realize more about yourself. Alot of your emotional issues probably have alot to do with how you were raised (at least mine definately do).
PS: I'm sure your son does not hope you will die, I'm sure he loves his dad and couldn't imagine him actually being gone.
yeah YOUR DAD is a wally, lol
65yr old Arab man: "... waaaaaaa~aaaaaay" lol