Well I'm a Gym Instructor , and I'm black look more masculane and wishes to have blonde hair and blue eyes :) , I know I am UGLY yet can't help to decieve myself by thinking I'm pretty . I feel threatend when someone ruins my image of strength , and like become so angry . I am a narcissist with borderline tendences ,like I bully others when they don't do anything just to get my frustrations out on them , I am an evil narcissit .
Of course it is normal to have low self esteem. You shoudl try to find the best in yourself and others
It's so simple all you need to do is accept what color you are, and be proud! Remember we are all a part of the human race, so it doesn't matter what color you are. Figure out what you don't like about yourself physically and emotionally, and fix it, and then you need to learn how to treat people as you would want them to treat you. It's okay to be a little sefish, but it is better to give then to recieve when you can.
Look around, you see those bitches everywhere (and they usually are bitches right? and if they're not, come on, we all know they really are. .. fucking blondes).
It dont even matter bout your face
Stop getting so angry and enjoy yourself
Stop worrying bout how people see you
And be nice
Then everything will be lovely