Okay, I feel really guilty for listening to my favorite bands because I often hear how bad they are. I often test myself to see if I really like them, or I'm just liking them for image/not their music. There are tons of bands that I loved, and now think they suck because of what other people said.
Another issue I have is that I own a lot of band shirts, and I feel super guilty for wearing the shirt and not liking the band even though I did at one point.
I just feel so guilty of not really liking the music... even though I think I might. This thought crowds up my head and keeps me from enjoying it. I think I'm afraid of being a poser when it comes to music (other things besides music too but we won't get into that).
Is this normal? And is there anyway to get past it so I can love my music again?
I listen to metal myself, people say that metal is the devil's music. Its not! If it was do you think metal cds would be selling like they are. If they were really about worshiping the devil than they would not sell them.
Everyone is different with what they listen to.
If you like it, listen to it!
Try not to think about it too much. over analyzing stuff can get in the way of judgment... Just feel it out, then you'll know whether you like it or not.