I really can't stand small penises, they look so boyish and under developed. It turns me so off. One time I was with a guy his penis was so small I dumped him. I just couldnt be intimate with something so small, made me feel weird. I don't think huge c*cks are any better becase at the end of the day its all about the width right?
Maybe some day you will be mature enough to accept that men, like women, come in all kinds of shapes and sizes and that that needn't get you upset.