I can't say either way if it's normal, however, I have gone through the same thing. out of pure curiosity I would love a response from you on this...
Do you ever feel like maybe you're a martyr or rather you need to be one. Let bad things happen to you and take on others problems so that maybe they can be happy? Also, do you ever have a sense of arrogance in thinking that you understand the world more than others and therefore "forgive" them for making mistakes, or even conscious choices to do bad things?
Maybe I'm just weird as hell, (which I admittedly secretly am) but just know that it would mean a great deal to me if you or anyone for that matter honestly responded to this.
Do you ever feel like maybe you're a martyr or rather you need to be one. Let bad things happen to you and take on others problems so that maybe they can be happy? Also, do you ever have a sense of arrogance in thinking that you understand the world more than others and therefore "forgive" them for making mistakes, or even conscious choices to do bad things?
Maybe I'm just weird as hell, (which I admittedly secretly am) but just know that it would mean a great deal to me if you or anyone for that matter honestly responded to this.
Well I don't need to be a martyr but I deserve to be one.
Well sometimes I don't forgive them for making mistakes I just get annoyed at them, though I try not to show it...unless I'm online.