I have issues when it comes to people. I'm a big loner but I don't want to be. Whenever I am around people, I feel uncomfortable and really awkward. I don't have friends because I don't know how to have friends. I think it's because I've been through alot and not really my intelligence, but my perception is on a higher level then most people. When i'm around a group of people I find myself not really into the conversation but more into the way the people talk or what their really thinking. I look beyond whats being said and that never allows me to acually be part of it. I'm not interesed in the latest shoes or the trends or guys. I always over analyze the simplest things and I can't seem to ever enjoy myself. I don't know what I like, I don't know how to describe my personality. I basically dont know how to express myself because nothing interests me. I just can't seem to find happiness.