I really don't like to be touched. Not even handshakes or pats on the back. When new people touch me I tolerate it because I know they don't know any better but I really don't like it. Today this guy grabbed and shook my hand, he was just trying to be friendly and I didn't pull away or anything but I was a little weirded out and after I left the room I kept wiping my hand on my pants to try and get the sensation off. It could stem from my desire to not be emotionally close to anyone or maybe my relationship with my father. He didn't grope me or anything but when he touched me I didn't like it, maybe because I didn't like him. Is my anti-touch behavior normal?