I feel like a need to have a baby.

Since I have been 12 or so I have felt this really powerful desire to be pregnant. It's like, sometimes I get this feeling in my gut that I should get pregnant, or I think about how nice it would be to get pregnant. When other women are knocked up and complain about morning sickness and getting big I just feel super jealous. When I masturbate I fantasize about a guy coming inside me, and whenever I see a hot guy I think about what it would be like to have his child. I'm only eighteen and intellectually I know I shouldn't have a baby, but oftentimes I want one so bad it literally hurts me. I also feel like I need to have a baby right away, like I'm about to hit menopause. Each time I have my period I get really sad because I'm losing an egg, and some months I even name the egg like it's a really baby, but then when my period comes it kinda feels like I'm miscarrying and it makes me even more upset. Is this normal?

Do you think it's normal?

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