About a month ago my girlfirend called me up and said that she no longer loved me. I was completely ok with that, but while we were going out I would spend hours of each day talking with her. And now that we weren't going out we didn't talk at all. And I didn't really have any else to talk to, so I just layed on my couch and thought about how much everything sucks.
When I got back to school, I realized that I know alot of people that I talk to during school. But when we don't have to be together we're not. Which gave me the feeling that if I just dissappeared no one would notice that I was gone. And after time they would forget I was ever there.
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talk to dr. phil
cuz its like when im at home. i dont feel the need to leave and go out and chill with my "friends" even if i get invited to a jillion events during a period of time. i had 6 invites to different events on facebook from friends like parties and beach days...i didnt go to a single one. just cuz i feel like everyones immature to deal with. and my house is just too homey feely...so i stay home and i dont go out. but being socially akward ISNT the problem. im a performer.. singer/songwriting and ive done so many performances already in and out of skool. so finding friends isnt the problem...for me its the Not wanting to hang out with them is the problem... i feel so strange. but recently i heard stories about my moms ways when she was in her youth..and a lot of it i saw in myself. ...