wow yeah, i should have paragraphed that...Im really sorry, it's just iv never really had to regurgitate all of this information and its kind of hard for me. I had to concentrate on getting all of it right so i guess essay-format writing just went out the window
Look, killing small animals is a really bad sign. It strongly suggest there is something wrong with your ability to empathize with others properly.
You SHOULD talk to a professional and ask them what it means.