I'm 18 years old.I'v been attracted to my mother since I was 13.My mom's 50 years old.She sleeps in a night gown every noon.I used to put my camera up her night gown and take photos of her vagina while she slept.I used to stand near her face and masturbate too some afternoons.Also I used to secretly cum on her panties and sanitary pads just before she'd wear them. I'v stopped all of this for about 2 years now , but I'm still attracted to her and get an erection every time She touches me for too long.Should I be ashamed of myself or is any of this normal?
I'v stopped all of this for about 2 years now , but I'm still attracted to her and get an erection every time She touches me for too long.Should I be ashamed of myself or is any of this normal?