Is it normal to have worked to earn a good physique but now hate yourself for it because you look self centered and people think your shallow also people feel your judging them meanwhile on the inside your sweet and not judgemental towards anyone its almost a double standard.

It's not only about looking good, it's about feeling good and strong. always been into fitness, but recently moved from body-fitness towards bodybuilding (size is the main difference), and after years at the gym i can tell you -there are all kind of people, some of them are pretty much fitting the lousy stereotype about jocks and gym rats. But most of them are just awesome.
So stay healthy and stay fit and don't pay any attention to the lazy fatasses who don't have the self-discipline to get off the couch, so they come up with shit excuses.
I have buddies that kidna make fun of me all the time, but it's hilarious and I don't mind. Guys and girls at work ask me for nutrition/workout advice. I mean, eventually people accept that this is the way you are and that's what you do!
Just ignore what people say. If you worked hard for it then you have a reason to be smug.
I don't even think about my weight or my weight in comparison to other women and I hardly work out, I am just naturally built like this. And women, usually my female friends that are overweight, are constantly, constantly, bringing the issue up and trying to justify to me how not everyone can look like me and some women have curves and some women are built this way and I don't give a fuck what you look like, lady.
I wish I could tell them that I hardly notice their weight and don't even think about my weight in comparison to theirs and don't even CARE whether or not they want to look like me or look like themselves and I don't EXPECT them all to look toned or athletic.
and it sucks when their isnt alot of food available
or certien kindve food cuase you sit thier starving
XD I eat alot lol sorry poeple .... lol I not trying
be off topic but thats why i hate losing waeight and being in shape