I absolutely cannot stand Christians. I hate having friends who are Super-Christians, I hate having to listen to Christian(especially contemporary, just kill me now)and I HATE going to Church. I feel like a harlot(which I'm not) everytime I walk into one. I think devotionals are f**king retarded. I can't stand having to be around super Christian people because I feel like I have to act proper around them. When one of my roomates forces me to go to church with them I feel looked down upon and preached to. The funny thing is though, is that I actually consider myself Christian. I've always felt this way. When I talk to people about this, including people like my own sister, they don't listen to what I'm saying and just write me off as some kind of atheist. They just suck the fun out of everything. Is this normal? What gives? Sorry for the long post.