I hate it that i'm human.

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Don't worry, there is plenty wrong with me.

Youare sensitive to suffering. All life is a constant battle with suffering. things we hold dear - things, moments, relationships, youth, beauty - all given and all taken away. To be human and try to hold on to these things is to suffer. Embrace the seasons, the sun rising in the morning and setting each night and the stars shifting through the night skys and ocean ever changing - all beatiful and we are like this - that is our real nature. Even the pain in your comments have shifted and moved on. Don worry about feeling all those things, but know also they do not last. Three small changes in routine in your life generate big consequences. Reaching out is one, well done..the chnages we make, even small ones are a breeding ground for those small shoots of the causes and conditions for happiness..suffering always comes and goes, expect it but know if you do not engage with it, it will also pass..

By the way, your right to denegrate ego, but be your best friend...ego makes us act in all types of negative ways, compassion for self recognises this and doesnot engage when the negaitivites arise - let them be, watch them, they alwasy pass and the more you do this, the less they arise. compassio for others is a recognition that they dont know what you would then know - they are caught up with heir ego and think they are "that" and cling to it. Change.

So you're just sort of upset for the sake of being upset is what it sounds like to me...save your energy. When REAL sh*t starts to happen to you, you'll look back on this diatribe poetry and chuckle through your tears. Meanwhile, go outside and smell the fresh air or something and stop whining.

I wanted to be a dragon, we cant all win all the time.