I hate myself. I was not like this before and I don't know how to go back. I use to have morals and boundaries, now I don't care enough to have them. I got married to young, dropped out of school, won't get a job, and sit on my ass wasting away. I want to better myself, but I just hate myself so much I don't see the point of even trying. I honestly think I'm a sad excuse for a human being and wish I would drop dead. How do I get out of this state?