I am afraid of getting close to people. I want to stay away. I only attach to those who i know wont leave. I dont think its attachment. I think im afraid of losing them. Is this normal, or am i a freak like everyone thinks?
Normal, I used to be like you until I got to know enough people that I don't worry about losing them anymore. It's not exactly that I don't want to make a friend, it's all about earning trust and respect, as well as security and survival.
used to be like that for a long time, but playing sport changed me. non-contact sports, like table tennis or golf...and slowly moving on to social activities that relates to them. I am a much happier person than before...trust me, socially unpopular is is bad, but social outcasting yourself is even worse...