I've had symptoms of depression throughout high schoo, and somehow believed they would stop or be less prominent once I started college but that hasn't been the case. Its gotten worse, and I feel as if I'm slowly losing my mind. Although I talk to my one and only friend and people in my classes, I feel as if i can no longer get close to people and feel myself drifting apart. I feel so alone that I no longer have the urge to be as close to my "best friend",and its really bothersome as she is slowly starting to ignore me. I really don't know what do,I feel as if I have no one to talk to. I really don't like talking to family or friends about my feelings like this therefore I'm having trouble coping with all these emotions. Its gotten to the point where Im having trouble waking up in the morning, and being able to concentrate. If only I just had one person that would listen id be so grateful.