I have to do everything symmetrically! For instance, if I'm lying in bed at night and I have to scratch an itch on my big toe, then I'll have to scratch that same spot on my other big toe or it won't feel 'right' and I'll go crazy with anxiety. Same thing with my ears: if I have to take out an earplug during the night and scratch inside my ear, then I'll have to take out the other earplug and scratch inside my other ear, or else it will immediately start itching anyway...what the hell is this? I've been doing it all my life and it doesn't make any sense at all.
For instance; one friday night, I was at a concert, and I was drinking alot of beer, and loan behold i had to piss half way through the show. I sat there trying to shit through the rest of the show. Then security had to through me out cause I refused to leave at closing cause I still was not able to shit. :/
I feel better knowing that you share the same problem.
-AaronGR