If I have a bruise and accidently bang it, I will say "Ow" even though it doesn't actually hurt. But if I push down on it, I think it hurts just a bit for a moment but then I quite like it. It's not a sexual pleasure or anything, not at all, but it is, in a way, comfortable.
I don't think this is very serious and probably will not do me any harm. If I have a scab I will probably pick it because I have a habit of doing that, but that brings a kind of pain I don't like. Sometimes my nose (particularly after a big nosebleed) gets a lot of dry blood, or bogies, in it *laugh* and if they're hard *laugh* I'll push the side of my nose because I kind of like it. Personally I think it's a bit strange, but surely this isn't masochistic?
I don't think this is very serious and probably will not do me any harm. If I have a scab I will probably pick it because I have a habit of doing that, but that brings a kind of pain I don't like. Sometimes my nose (particularly after a big nosebleed) gets a lot of dry blood, or bogies, in it *laugh* and if they're hard *laugh* I'll push the side of my nose because I kind of like it. Personally I think it's a bit strange, but surely this isn't masochistic?
For more information, look up BDSM or Sadomasochism. It might be a topic that interest you or if you don't like it, perhaps you might try to find help to break it. You stated you don't like this or that type of pain but you have a lot of the habits that will lead to this behavior which is okay.
Just don't hurt a person who doesn't like it and be honest with those of who you are close to.
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AND NO I AM NOT AN EMO!!!!!!!!!!!