Hi! I'm in high school and I have an intense crush on a really close friend of mine. He's straight and I'm very gay. And he knows it, but he always does weird things like holding my hand, giving me piggyback rides, and texts me all the time. We've kissed seven times (yeah, I counted) and he always insisted that I called him his boyfriend. But he already has a girl that he likes and he talks about her all the time. It makes me miserable. I've been avoiding him and he's been asking why. What should I do?