I seem to thrive from the harsh words of others. I love it when someone hates me for just being me. I tend to be loud, and act out of the norm alot. Because this seems to be what gets them upset.
Example: Last year in school, there was this one girl who i knew couldnt stand me since the first time i looked in her direction. She would always talk about me behind my back (little comments like fat ass, lesbian w****,) it was always so plesant for me. It was like every time i smiled she got a little more pissed off. Everytime i answered a question in class she would glare daggers at me.
Once i was talking to one of the teachers aids because she saw me in a fabric store. The aid asked me if i could sew, and I told her yes and right when i said that the girl whipped around in her chair almost knocking the desk over just so she could yell "SO!" and glare at me. At that moment i felt so happy and I didn't know why.
I constantly try to keep an extremely high opinion of myself just because it seems to make others mad. I dont know why or if other people are like this too but I dont seem to be able to help myself. It just seems so easy to irritate someone with just a smile.
and the other girl in the story is just pissed because you are enjoying her torment (most bullies/sluts/bitchs hate to be ignore, because it shows them that they have no power)
Believe me, I've looked a long time for the right woman to set the real man in me free. Yes i've had more experience than most, tons really, but when it comes right down to it, im just looking for someone I can spend all day with and not feel like leaving. someone i can tell my stupidest thoughts to and not feel like an ass brush. someone who i don't need to pretend for. someone who i KNOW, deep down, and who knows me. do you know what i mean or am i just spouting like some pissed cow off at the local wankabout?
no, keep your standards up, otherwise you end up with a bunch of little rugrats with hair lips no chins and IQ's same as their waist sizes.
Now relationships, that's another whole ball of wax isnt it?
Next time someone hurts you try saying this, "Hey, that hurt me..." It is okay to simply feel it. This will help you deal with it instead of lashing out to get a false high.
Well I live in in the outskirts of Beaufort, North Carolina, it's by the water, near Atlantic Beach. This is the Bible Belt however many churches here have become pentecostal, or what you would call a "free will" baptist church, and some churches have even joined forces with other religions to just make an all religious church. For instance we have two churches around here called The Refuge, and another one called All God's Children Church, and they have a come as you are, and live as you please attitude, which is fine by me as long as I don't have to go to them. Unfortunately we still have the set in your way, independent, funadamental, bible-believing baptists churchs around here, and those people are the ones you have to look out for. I grew up in that type of church, ya know the no pants for woman, skirts or dresses to the knee, no slits in your skirts, have to wear panty hose every friggen day, no make-up, only one earring in your ear, no loud jewelry, can't watch pg-13 movies, can't listen to any type of music except what they approve. You know all that bullshit that completely drove me away from religion, but I still believe in God, and some christian priciples.
I live in a fairly new mobile home park, with mostly double wides and 2-story manufactured homes, and we have a lake right behind me, and we have a pool here, it's very nice. So I don't really live around hicks. We do however really have a lot of redneck people, but seldom are they the ones who bother me. Infact, if they were a little more intelligenet, not saying they all are stupid, and had a friendly personality, I would consider dating one. It's always random, like if I go to walmart at night, or if I always have some trashy, scraggily looking guy ask me out where I work. I rememeber one time at work I had this older man say "Hi, I'm such and such and this is my friend such and such" and I was just like "ok" and you could tell his son was irritated that he did that. I just always have guys flirt with me and they never are the ones I'm interested in. It seems like every once in awhile a nice guy that is actually normal does notice me, but they are too shy to approach me. It's like sometimes I wonder do they think I'm just not pretty enough, or what is it? I know I'm not drop dead gorgeous there has to be something I'm not catching. My friends just say I look different, WTF is that suppossed to mean?
I think I am Asexual and I'll tell you why. Through my teenage years you know the puberty years I was very behind everyone else, I was smart, and did a average in school, even though I knew I could have done much better. I drew a lot and watched cartoons, played on the computer, and mostly stayed in doors. My friends were always going out with guys, and I never wanted anything to do with that. Although I did have crushes but I never thought about having sex with them, and I never wanted to "experiment" with them if they wanted me to. I lost my virginity and never felt this sexual urge, or sex drive, not once did I look at the only man's body that I've ever had sex with and want to have sex. Also when I was younger, and even now I hate to be flirted with, or googled by a man, I know I have a C sized chest, but that doesn't mean they have to look!! haha. I guess sometimes I do get flattered, but only if I think a FEMALE is jealous of me, it makes me laugh so hard inside. In other ways I do feel bad when a guy is trying his hardest to flirt with me, and I just stare at them like they are an idiot.
I feel a lot comfortable now, beacause now I have a reason for why I shutter at the thought of sex, and hate the perversion in men, I understand, and it's so liberating almost like coming out of the closet.
I know, I know what a waste of pussy, huh?
I was scanning that long post for that info and couldn't find it.
This is the life I have chosen for myself if you don't like it than you can kiss my ass asskisser!!!!!
Why do you always try to start shit don't you have a fucking life?? Haahehehaaaaheeehoohaaa fucking HAHA!!!
I'm SAYING....now I have decided to go a different route, why can't I do that? Since I have a baby out of wedlock, does that mean I have to choose to be a whore for the rest of my life??? Maybe I should go out like the rest of them and have another baby by a different "baby daddy" maybe even 2 more. Yea and I could go live in the ghetto, and get on welfare, and be a loser for the rest of my life too.
I shouldn't even try to explain this to you, because I can tell right now no matter what I say you still won't understand anything I'm talking about.
sorry, i hate to agree with ass-dicker but i think you're really gonna mess your kid up big time. you're turning him into a substitute for adult relationships. how you gonna feel when he meets a girl who takes YOUR place in his life? That's assuming he's even gonna develop normally.
oh shit, here i am sounding like some twat psychobabbler. but it needs to be said, sweetheart.
"you posted YOUR COMMENT ON Public POST so even if you did tell me You shouldn't have post if you couldn't take the criticism that will go with it" - There's a difference between criticism and insults, and you're simply doing the latter. Plus, no one here wants to hear the opinion of the pond scum of an already shameful gene pool.
Also, you should really work on your criticism seeing as your insult 'gold' seems to go along the lines of:
"your so thick head"
"prom w****"
"pushy retardeds"
At least mine make grammatical sense.
You love messing with people's head.
Is better if you keep doing this, don't give that girl much of your attention.
She's a cunt with nothing else to do anyway.
always had that i want you to hate me or/ i dont want you to hate me i want you to wanna hate me :P
I would say its normal :]
I think its normal to try to piss people off that you hate or that hate you. But once you try to piss people off for no reason then its annoyin nd just weird
Like, when my mom would be really really pissed at me for who-knows-what reason, then she calls me stuff like, 'you stupid piece of sh*t' or 'you damn a**hole' or something like that. I giggle to myself, silently of course.
they're the ones who are failing courses while I am pwning them.
you're pretty much like me
i hatee youuuu ;]
happy? lol just kidding
Just hilarious.