I am a fat woman and I love being fat! I love feeling my huge pot belly hang over and protrude out; feeling my clothes get tighter and having to buy new larger ones. I have an urge to gain or get bigger but I keep it in check as I know it will continue to happen naturally. I get turned-get wet when I shop for food or go to restaurants & this all has a huge sexual component for me. I recall my very first sexual thought were related to food, eating and obesity. I'm at 212 Lbs and I have given up dieting. I have decided to find a fat admirer (man who likes fat women) because these urges will not go away or change. Want to hear your thoughts.