f*ck sake i missed the gym today
i was too tired
but thats not an excuse ahhhhhhhh
i was meant to be doing back and deadlift aswell
now am bouncing off the walls because i didnt go i only missed today but i feel like im losing my progress strength and size
im going mental
now im extremely angry
i literally have rage
and im depressed
all because i didnt go to the f*cking gym
is this normal behaviour?
i think i have reverse anerexia ( muscle dismorphia )
is it normal?
so im not the only one.
Its a horrible feeling isnt it
like you've let your self down,
but i like it at the same time cos it keeps me going to the gym
thanks for the comment :)
i didnt mean cardio
i meant as in building muscle
i know how the body works and how muscles grow so tell me how i can get that sort of exercise hiking?