I feel like it's relatively normal to cuddle with pillows and things when trying to go to sleep (Maybe not so much for a guy, but still).
I think I might be going over the top here:
-I cuddle with my pillow and fantasize about being with someone until I fall asleep. (Pretty much every night).
-I've been late to school every day recently because (surprise, surprise) instead of getting ready, I just cuddle with my pillow.
-When I come home, I tend to take a nap because I immediately flop down and cuddle with my goddamned pillow.
-Sometimes while I'm bored at school and daydreaming... I fantasize about cuddling. Woah.
Now I don't just think about cuddling, that is just a simplification. I think through all of the aspects of affection, love and whatever else comes with cuddling. I just feel like this is excessive.
(Perhaps a little back-story could be helpful)
I was forced out of a completely healthy, loving, boyfriend-girlfriend, year-long relationship five months ago.
I think I might be going over the top here:
-I cuddle with my pillow and fantasize about being with someone until I fall asleep. (Pretty much every night).
-I've been late to school every day recently because (surprise, surprise) instead of getting ready, I just cuddle with my pillow.
-When I come home, I tend to take a nap because I immediately flop down and cuddle with my goddamned pillow.
-Sometimes while I'm bored at school and daydreaming... I fantasize about cuddling. Woah.
Now I don't just think about cuddling, that is just a simplification. I think through all of the aspects of affection, love and whatever else comes with cuddling. I just feel like this is excessive.
(Perhaps a little back-story could be helpful)
I was forced out of a completely healthy, loving, boyfriend-girlfriend, year-long relationship five months ago.
For me, cuddling was the most profound way I could express my love for her. I just feel kind of empty now.
I tend to feel like nobody will ever love me. Cuddling seems to the most basic form and easily imaginable love that I can fantasize about...
But fear ye not, for there is hope:
http://www.barneystinsonblog.com/
It sounds like you're just grieving... :/
Her father looked me in the eyes and said "Teenagers just can't fall in love. They aren't ready. They can't handle the responsibilities."
A little part of me died.
Other than that, its completely normal to be a cuddle fan. Body pillows are the shit to cuddle with, or you could just go down to the corner and pay a hooker to cuddle with you.. but they smell like cigarettes and ball sacks. So, body pillow is the next best thing.
But No I think that's normal because, you just seem like a sweet person, and it is nice to actually cuddle someone at night :p especially if your close to them, I think that cuddling is romantic,and sweet.
So Yea, I'm pretty sure your normal, my bf doesn't even like to cuddle me -_- and I'm wayyyy to clingy.