Today it's my birthday and since i woke up, I'd been crying. I fell really miserable. This is the second year I'd been sad this day, but at least last year I wasn't crying. It's not like everybody forgot my birthday (Thanx Facebook), but this day remembers me how alone am I. I was thinking this for a whole month, I wanted a special day, or just be happy. I believe niter of both will happened now. Everytime I go out of my room my Father makes me cry again. And my mother, she has only gave me a speech why am I so lucky. I just want to be alone, escape. But It is not really possible. I life in a very dangerous country and just can't get out. I just want some happiness?