Yeah, she is my crush and I would take any one's life in a nano-second if she asked it of me, or if it would save her. If I could, I would destroy anything and everything for her. I would do anything at all for her, what-so-ever. Except let her die. Because she is all I got, and she is beginning to become not enough/much... But that is another story, for another time. And NO, I do not submit fake problems.
I really think that you need to tone yourself down. Its good to feel strongly for someone but to the extent that you are willing to do harm to others is not a fair way to live.The one you care about may not like it that much.
i know how you feel, the girl i like is called kathryn id do anything for her, you cant forget, and never stop thinking about them, tell them how you feel, if they crush you youll get over it, if they dont, you get to tap that anyways ;)
If you do tell her how you feel, i would say it in a different way! Nobody wants a destroyer. tell her you would love to be her security and protect her or whatever, but don't start spouting off about destroying everything... A girl would rather have a good guy that wants to create things for her, tell her you want to be a better person for her. You want to work hard and build a good life for her, you want to achieve things and move forward in life, not destroy. Girls aren't as turned on by violence as you think, sure they like tough guys or whatever, but they want someone who is capable of taking care of a family. It is sooo easy to destroy things, but it's hard to create good things. Do something positive with your life.
Ive been in this same situation once. The person I was like this with didnt like me back in that way though and it drove me crazy. I actually had to break off communication for a while to get over my obsession. But still everytime we are together those old obsessive crazy feelings come back right away, its strange.
read a couple of comments of "tone yourself down", and yes i do agree, i know where you're coming from, but sometimes it's quite a strong thing to say you would kill people....think about that..
IIN that i dont have a girlfriend at 19? - Im 19 years old and haven't had a girlfriend in over 3 years. i constantly think about sex and want the connection with ...
IIN to love someone in only 3 days? - So, I met this boy online last tuesday(today is the following tuesday), we went out for lunch thursday, and lunch turned...
*sob*.
Either you're exaggerating or you may need a councillor...